还有什么可怨的。。

Another year is going to end soon :(

During 2009, i thought 2010 will be a better one, but i reckon that. Therefore, lets all hope 2011 will be a better one than 2010 ya?

hope that everything will go back to normal soon..... soon..

Even though this year is not a good one, but i've learnt alot instead. Tried my best to let go lots of things and fit in with whatever i have. I can't explain the feelings i have inside, 很不甘愿，可是又长大一些. 真的是很辛苦。But can i at least have a pass?

Speaking of holidays, how i wish i have the chance to go out and 散散心。Like the time we're in HK, its the best time of our lives. not forgetting BKK trip too. Eat and shop. This year, everyone seems to be flying away. Honeymoon 的honeymoon, holidays 的holidays. Thinking back the last place i went was phuket. those are the photos up there on top. Almost 2 years ago.

The next place i hope to go with Dear (just the 2 of us) is Taiwan. Penny just came back and said its damn damn fun. Hope that day will 实现. Maybe this time, the birthday present i'm giving myself is Korea. thats if they really confirm. Its time for me to leave S'pore for the time being.

My dream holiday is at a beach with clear blue waters. Lying in a beach chair, sipping white wine, beside me is my man is enjoying the same thing with me :)

Maybe 我的中心需要调整一下.

Okay this is random. Once, i asked a close friend of mine. will she always keep her bf in mind wherever she goes or do; be it just eating ice-cream or shopping and even if she is working. Her ans is Yes. Seems like i'm normal. Be it when i'm working half way, i'll suddenly wonder what is he doing now. Or even if i smell the new edition perfume, i'll wonder if he likes it or not. So i asked her, how about guys? will they also be like the same as us. Her ans is Maybe? No?

Conclusion: -

..... -_-"

Anyway enough about whatever that is above. Just some updates about my work: i'll be a perm in like 1 more month!.. *nothing to be happer about too* other than there's no cap for visiting doc..... *yeah!*

life in office is getting more and more difficult. i don't even have the time to go toilet don't say 冲一杯茶来喝. good thing is that i have OT pay and FYI, i'm OT-ing everyday. Tired like maddess.

At least i have more money at the end of every month to save. *trying to find reasons to make myself feel better*

Tomorrow is a new week again and i'll most prob be on OT. happy that Wed is a PH so that i can sleep everything thru on tue night and wed will be a fulfilled one.

Alright, enuff of everything. its time for me to turn in.

Sweet dreams~~


all i want is you to hold my hand and a kiss. Everything will just go away.



clocked: 32th time.