2011 is the year of the Rabbit.......and Trust..

Happy New Year to me!!!

its been not fast nor slow and 2011 just came by. its the time for me to pend some thoughts and feelings down.

i know its gonna be a long one but hack-care lar.... i just wanna type it all out...

2010 is a year with lots of regrets, hope, savings, endurance, sadness, disappointment, over reacted, chaos, some love, some rest, tears...... urgh!!.. i can't type finish.... too much had happened in 2010. but there's this one day which i looked forward to the most, 20 10 2010. isn't it nice? (only girls will wow~~) over it. cos its a nice number, once in a million year, and its also our 4th Anniversary.

Time passed really fast or slow... i dunno. it made me think back what had we done in the first 2 years? why does 2010 seems to be like longer?!?!

Therefore to start 2011 with a good one, Dear finally went to cut his hair. which i think its one of the best thing that happened in my life.. :) he looks more handsome than before! really.. trust me.. but that will attract more bees.........hmm...... well... hope not! haha..

And to add on, i had a Gold Watch to start the year with! Thank you!

Lets all hope that 2011 will have some positive changes to our lives and ppl around us. i really hope everything will work out!

Love is easy, to maintain and nourish it is the most difficult part.

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I'm proud of you, i want you to be proud of me too..

don't know why, i've been feeling all emo this past few weeks. maybe its my hormome inbalance which caused it? maybe work is bad and its killing me? maybe maybe maybe......

there's once when i'm on a train back home after OT, i turned and saw this couple playing the finger game. it made me think of the times when i'm playing with Dear. he'll always win and the guy in the train always win too! guys... long finger...how i wish someone can just block the couple so i can stop glancing at them.... so the emo me can don't miss him so much...

there's an also another article i saw on STOMP today. its been long since i hear guys said the sweetest thing ever. the article was about V.day posts by real-life couples who went thru a lot and are still in each other lovely arms till today. the guy said one of the sweetest thing. he asked the girl 'Do you know why God created spaces between our hands? so that i can hold you and we can fill up the empty spaces.' awe...... isn't that so sweet...

Anyway, its been almost 2 years since we started and tried walking throught the 'thick and thin' i believe things will turn out better and we can have more plans in the future.

i've been real busy with work lately and can't really lie down to 发空. So tonight, i sort of playing with my old Sony ericsson phone and i came across those msgs which he sent to me around 2 years ago. (ok... i confess that i'm starting to be emo again).. i'm thankful that i still kept the sweet msgs till now.. sometimes when i'm down, looking back at all those msgs makes me feel better.

sometimes, keeping your old phone is a good thing after all...

its difficult to gain it back, but i'll give it my best try.... i want it to happend :)

alrighty.. its time for me to turn myself in...

nxt post will be somewhere soon..

@16-Jun-08: "Darling Darling..i miss you! Finally i can see u later..Haf a great day n call mi ltr..Muackz

@15-May-08:"Tink i can't call u ler dear..Got things need to settle.. I'll call u tml k..Miss u so much..Muackz!"

@19-Aug-08: " Free ride from Cuppage to Yishun! To take up the offer, reply 'I Love You' to 90XXXX01."

@27-Feb-09: private bday msg... hee hee...

i miss the msgs....