It’ll be a new Beginning.

Where shall I start from, I’ve so many things in mind that I don’t know which to start with.

Work. God has been treating me kindly since my full time job in OCBC. Even though its taxing and stressful sometimes (everytime), I’m glad that I made a huge bunch of good friends there. We seldom hang out after work but life in office will be a grey one if they’re not around. Nonetheless, experience is another thumb up. Initially, I was still complaining about the job scope and as usual, office politics (I think it should be a department politics). But I find the 1.5 years of experience is really meaningful. This job to tell you the truth is really sucky in the first place. Non-stop of applications and calls and worst still sandwiched between RM and boss and credit approvals.

Until when I decided to leave the place, I find that this department had secretly trained and developed me into a more adaptable person. I’m highly trained for any job outside. Be it stress, flexibility, rush, deadline, OT, any forms of interactions………. I thought my last day will be a happy one however it turned out to be a touching one. I received lots of presents from the whole level (I’m shocked), even my VP came to gave her speech (I feel so paisay as well as being treasured). There’s one more thing I’ll miss is the 23 days leave~~~ Boo Hoo~~~~…

And I’ve learnt that once, you get into banking, try to work for 1.5 to 2 years and you’ll be highly sort after when u are looking for other jobs outside. Therefore my decision was made after I came back from Korea.

Oh! Talking about Korea, its my first and our(Penny & Gang) first time going overseas for holidays. Its also my first long trip (8 days). I’ve to say that I’m really looking forward to this trip cos its all fully paid by me(proud to save this much) and I get to spend and buy whatever I like!!  Well, Korea overall is fun with all the trying out of new things like going to the ski resorts and experiencing their culture and delicacies. It’s a shame that Singaporeans are not environmental friendly though. Well, next trip I’m aiming is Taiwan and U.S. !!! Hope I can save enuff pennies to fly over.

Anw, MY NEW company is good!!! Time is flexible, life is good, work will be stress sometimes but not that rush. But the only thing which I dislike is..…. It makes me fat… super SIAN TO THE MAX! I seldom stand and walk to other depts or anything and after lunch I’ll sit here and work till knock off. Therefore, I decided to sign up Fitness First with Abby to get ourselves trim and slim. I had just been 1 month and there’re still no signs of weight loss or any changes yet. Well, I guess it’ll take time and so we’ll see what are the results after 3 mths and 6mths.

I'm contented with the nice tables, pantry, colleagues, environment and most of all, its a job which maybe i would wanna work for long. Job scope may not be link to banking or accounting but it is a job with a specialise scope.... which i think it is quite good :)

As for Dear's, to me i think it is a relieve that he left MBS. Maybe others may not have the same thought but I’m happy that we can kind of go back to what we’re before. More time together, more talk time, more communication. And we can also enjoy unnecessary disturbance to our lives. He can have a normal live, normal slp and go out normally with close friends during weekends.

这种东西没试过不知道它的厉害.

Well, I don’t really wish to reveal too much details here but I hope that all is well after this.

Its not fast nor slow but 不知不觉we’ll be reaching our 5th year soon. Wow. Truthfully, who says this is easy? Nope, it isn’t easy all. Nothing is ever easy in this world. People out there who thought that love is easy, it shows that they have never been through the tough stage of it yet I guess. Well… i’m not in the position to comment much too.. But I think my experience is one of a kind which many won’t wanna try.. Anw, maybe couples may think that I love you, you love me is enough. I don’t care what others think or I don’t even care if I did the right thing in getting him/her but end of the day I just wanna be with the one I like. If ‘Love’ can be that easy ; I want it too. If a R/S can be so easily be broken, its either the guy’s or the woman’s or both fault. After experiencing so much, I believe that real Love is more than just enjoying and be happy go lucky couple. Endurance, trustworthy, believing, compassionate, supporting, petty, jealous, arguments, principles, values…… ect.. all these contributes to the characteristics of Love. Therefore, who says it is easy?

You know women, sometimes we tend to think too much or do some silly things. Its all becos we care and love the guy we like. This applies to guys as well. Sometimes, I myself also behave like this(well… I’m a girl who want to loved too)…. Big girls, small girls, large girls, thin girls… all are petty...haha~~

Ok ok, so to summarize, it’s not easy for a couple to come together, therefore everyone really needs to treasure everyone. It’s all about 1-1. Not 2-1, 1-2, 2-2, 2-3, 3-2……

And, I’m proud to say….we got our DBSS back in April! And this also means we need to start saving. Saving=difficult. This is the only flat that I think both of us have some sort of common liking. Hope that it can build slower so that we can save more money. Well, I kind of looking forward in having my own house and living together with Dear. But he has to help out with the chores………..

All in all, lots of things have changed in these few years, work, life, r/s, experiences. It’ll never be the same as before but I believe if I work towards my goals and our goals, it’ll be much better than before.

Welcome to Mid of 2011!